I understood that the sale had nothing to do with you but it happened anyway. It probably just made you stronger and more determined. I dont see myself as negative and not overly positive either. I think there is a sweet spot in the middle and that is where I want to be. I want to see things for what they are. When you are younger you have alot more fire and energy and can make things happen even if they are going the wrong way. As you get older you start to look at things different I guess and not jump and then figure out how you are going to make it work. More power to you and carry on. If I am that negative dont read my posts anymore.