southwestern ontario , canada | fwiw....#1=consider going to a local big brothers/sisters meeting ; ( you will obviously qualify) ; just to realize the need that it is likely ''closeby''...........#2=then possibly look into adopting someone who is suitable for your situation (your choice in final decision) or .....#3= father and raise your own by however means YOU DECIDE.........
No matter which route you take , it will have its good and bad days , but all any person can do is try to make them all good days !
By all means do something to fill the void in your life ; as it sounds like you have alot to offer any new additions to your household !
best of luck ! |