Might be easier with the two girl friends.

  As others said I think you need someone familiar with farming. I would sell what you need to at least balance the books. Buy a call as suggested if you want ownership.. Take as little depreciation as possible for the year but try to have enough for your home run year or delay purchase till you hit the home run.  The more you carry ahead the worse it gets in the following years.A good farm accountant will realize along with the banker a well run farm with outside income hopes to break even.  Now if you have no other income you better have some profits somewhere.
  good luck