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Napanee, Ontario | Truly i tell you..id give it all away if I could just walk normally again...and get my family back...
it was 100% not worth it. I'd burn all the f***ing money if it could bring my old poor/flawed life back... there's not a day that goes by that I don't regret being pass-out drunk that day.... but alas...i was an alcoholic and never appreciated my life until I almost didn't have one.
I used to be a full blown alcoholic. I’d finish 3-4 60’s a week of whiskey. I didn’t even use mix anymore. I’d start with a little water cut, but after a few drinks, I’d reduce the water, or use none at all. I used to spend all my free time getting drunk, and trading in the stock market. I don’t do either of those things anymore, ( just hold stocks I have now), so that leaves a lot of time to fill. One thing that carried over, is my love of reading. I also used to smoke cigs, and a lot of weed, through bongs mostly..
BUT i'd give any $$ value to have my family back, I was engaged and supposed to be married... But the accident stole my family from me:
She said I was never the same when I came out of the coma...
At first I was pissed... it’s one thing to ruin my life and career, but this accident stole my family from me :((
But then I stopped being mad at her.. she didn’t sign up for this sh** either.
Edited by OldMcdonald 8/28/2021 20:37
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