You seem like someone it would be fun to have a discussion with. You can have two opposing viewpoints understood and in your head at the same time.....BTW that is a skill that many do not have. Its a personality trait that you have because that is how to decide things with an internal debate. From your original post there really is no way to determine exactly where you stand on the issue.....maybe your mind isn't up yet, or at least you aren't ready to commit to it. What you wrote down is the internal debate that you have when it come to deciding a position or course of action.
BTW, if you want to take your own personality test to confirm:
http://talk.newagtalk.com/forums/thread-view.asp?tid=628253&mid=5260687#M5260687 It would be curious to know if this is how you process, because it looks similar to what I do:
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So... Just a thought about addiction and addicts
