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| thank all of you ... i have read the comments......i was confident that i would recive different viewpoints from a wide grop of people....i am shocked at how huge this post was recieved......i have been a member here since march 2008......it is the first site i go to when i fire up the internet.......i showed my wife this thread earlier.....she is ...well...she is ...a ...umm....not easily impressed......but i think this site won her over
so i will be on my way to sedalia missouri today to start my radiation traetment on my lung.......the comments all gave me things to think about....the ones with the prayers and jesus and faith are something i was lacking.....i have a hard time askin for help.....but i have slowly leaned to askin and prayin for gods help and guidence.......but the way i haved lived in my past.....i was a honky tonk...juke box...over the road trucker sinner for twenty years.....makes me a little ashamed to ask for his help....but i know i am forgiven ...if i ask.....thank you all.....and im not lookin for a pity party on this site....just good advice and thoughts from ....a great group of people.....i have a large enough friends and family in my town here..for the pity party........i will post more on my progress if there is interest here.....and even cancer will not stop me from reading these forums daily...
i have lost interest in magazines...news on telivision....stop listenin to my police scanner that is always on the last thirty years...lost interest in my hobbies......most all things to me now...i have no interest in...this cancer has invded my thoughts constantly....but ag talk is my great place to hide from this cancer.....i laugh when someone posts something like the neighbors trash blowin in there field.....or about a clean pickup.... i laugh and think....man i would love to have a day when that was my biggest thing i had to worry about......there is a gread group of people here....i knew that 5 years ago.....but in the last twenty hours....i seen a heartfelt side oy all of you that dont show up in the printed word....i seen your caring side.....thank you......Ted frauenhoffer....Marshall MO,,, TRUCKER AND FARMER ...FOREVER | |
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im 56 and have stage four lung cancer...need advice
