I read here just enough to sense that if someone gave you a new pair of shoes you would complain because each shoe was for the wrong foot.  I also noticed your husband looks just a little like Donald Trump and he is married to a nice looking lady.  You seem to have a lot going for you, but I have not followed enough to "know your story".  I'd read it here if you posted but don't care enough to try to search it out; celebrity and notoriety aren't that important to me.

Me, I live down the road a mile from the farm I grew up on.  Granddad homesteaded there in 1909 and died there in 1940.  He was a veterinarian/farmer.  I've called that farm home all of my life.  I bought this place in 1990.  I bought land without a house in 1980 after spending some time in Gillette, WY at the coop, some time managing the local coop and then about a year working for  Farmland Industries at a feed mill in CO as a regional quality control specialist.  I did some diesel mechanic work in the early '70s after getting out of the military and had other jobs around the area but farming/ranching has always been what I wanted to do - just not so much of it everyday   :~)     I do a little trucking trying to keep from getting bored, I mean broke.