I'm reading all your responses to the post that you have received and one thing that just jumped out at me is this. After this response about drugs, I think you could really benefit from some counseling. Every response that you have responded to you have become more and more obnoxious. 
You asked NAT for help, we can't give you the help you need but, a professional counselor can. Please, for you and your family's sake find someone qualified to give you guidance.