Thoughts and Prayer's for you and your family.
Even though, your close family has returned to Holland - your extended family, here on NAT, are with you one way or another.
Please reach out, when the need arises, on the board here or by email, to those you feel comforted by.
It's been said, nothing worse then loosing a son or daughter, by a parent -
Time heals, but scars last - you have support here !
God Bless to you, your wife and family !