IowaCenturyFarm - 6/15/2022 11:05 This might sound callous, but the person you love no longer exists. The physical form of your father now is now occupied by an entirely different brain, ravaged and disfigured by meth. Taking care of yourself and your family first might feel selfish, but it is far less selfish than what your father has done to himself and to you. You will never forgive yourself if you delay action and something bad happens. Your real father, the man you knew before his addiction ruined him, would understand. That's all you need to concern yourself with.